Quantum Evolution
The Disruption Phase of the Cycle
with sovereignty
& the solar council
Mentoring
Spotlight
Meditation
This Meditation is energy-coded all the way through its entire duration, but it is recorded open-ended. When the voice ends and the silence remains, the energy will continue to run for you.
Journal Prompts
Collectively, right now humanity overall is in Disruptive Phase. Externally this might look very drastic but that’s actually what supposed to occur when people are “disrupting”.
It is that specific phase on the planetary scale that the entire human consciousness is experiencing – as the social/tribal morphogenic fields are building up to the highest voltage of absurdity, cracking open the old accepted “social norms” and releasing people’s individual perspectives to start to “think for themselves”. Obviously this will not affect everyone (many will just try to “survive” this Disruption phase and remain asleep) but it will wake up a few (the “harvest” always occurs in small numbers on Earth because of this Simulation’s range of individuality and level of consciousness).
The ones who wake up from the “social norm” sleep will follow into the Void phase later on – the time of confusion and grief for many of them.
You might be in this Disruption phase yourself right now as the rest of human kind – or not (many starseeds have their own rhythm that is a bit askew from the planetary phases).
Even if you’re not in that phase yourself – you might be triggered by the external reality while it is going through this phase.
It is very important not to get caught in the external stuff – in all the external stories that are going on as the collective consciousness is going through a Disruption Phase.
It’s very important to not be in an incorrect PERCEPTION of those external events.
If your perception is incorrect, you might end up contributing to the stuck-ness and the negative pattern component of “Let’s repeat the cycle because we don’t want to learn it” thinking instead of contributing to “Let’s complete this phase and move on to the next component”.
Whatever externally is going on, if it’s triggering you, or you’re not looking at it with Unconditional Love, neutrality and just being in compassion and love to it – it doesn’t mean that something is wrong that you’re being triggered by it. Your job is to look at “What it is triggering me? What must I evolve past in myself?” and not to look at it like “How do I fix it? They’re wrong. They’re making me feel something.”
- Go through the entire bundle;
- Look at your perception of the current planetary Disruption phase – are you able to stay in the HS? To hold the Vision for transformation? For lessons to be learned by humanity without trying to hurry it?
- Are you attaching some personal issue to the human process right now? – like your “safety” or “righteousness” or “anger” or “fear”, etc?
- Not judging is important. What is YOUR own lesson in your ATTACHMENT to the limited perception?
- What do you need to let go of to change your perception to a more harmonious one? (or the current events, human changes, and your own)
A Disruption phase does not always look pleasant but it is a necessary component in how consciousness evolves in the whole Universe, not just on this planet and not just with human beings. Something has to break apart and be shed or let go in order for us to emerge as the new Being at a new frequency level that is actually contributing even more, even next-level of wisdom to the Universal Intelligence. This is how we serve at the highest level. Each one of us has that within us. We are meant to serve. You are important, necessary and needed, precious and valuable in who you are.
The key is to fully BE who you are instead of being all these projections, imprints, conditioning and karmic patterns.
This is why this phase exists. It’s like cleaning house to emerge yet a little bit more authentically as who you really are so that from that place of your preciousness and value you get to serve.
- Go through the bundle;
- Look for the areas in your life that are “not you” – where you took on someone else’s belief or expectation on;
- Are you ready to “disrupt” these components out of your being?
- Ask for any support you need for this “inner disruption” to knock loose the social/karmic/family imprints and release them.
We all know that we must be self-responsible if we want to be masterful and conscious, right? But often we might avoid responsibility without realizing it because we are being either too self-critical (like “I should have done better!”) or too proactive (like “I have to fix this”). Both of these reactions look like responsibility, yet they can be counterproductive.
Being too self-critical is actually projection of your responsibility in the NOW to your past, or to your family’s or karmic “should”.
Being too eager to “fix it” is actually an avoidance of looking into the reason this experience is occurring (i.e. first Observer is needed to fully understand the cause, only then solutions should be looked at to resolve it).
When you are not handling what is triggered in you (by external world, someone else’s behavior, planetary situation, etc.) you are avoiding dealing with what is presented to you. This prolongs the Disruption phase!
When you are not being Sovereign and self-responsible, you are in the energy of “blame” (conscious or not)
Blame is addictive.
When we get into “Oh, when I was a little child, this happened and now it’s happening in a similar pattern again”, that is because your Soul keeps trying to wake you out of that pattern into the NEXT phase. If you keep resisting and going into blame, it just repeats the same pattern. Then it gets very easy to say “Yea, but see…it’s not my fault. It’s the fault of whomever caused this when I was a little child.” When you were a little child that trigger occurred because it is a karmic trigger, right? You aren’t causing it but you still have to deal with it. And if you don’t deal with it, then the pattern just repeats itself, because we just go over the same cycle until we’re ready to give up that part of our Identity and take responsibility.
if you’re not in Sovereignty – your worth is being determined by the external, or the past, or karma. It’s not being determined by the internal you. It is being determined by something outside of you. If you are Sovereign then your worth is actually Soul-based and it is eternal: you are forever worthy and never have to prove anything.
- Go through the bundle again;
- Look for situations in your life when you are over-focused on the trigger itself – instead of what it is triggering in you. This is when you end up projecting your responsibility onto the trigger, onto an EXTERNAL ‘something’ that created your INTERNAL turmoil.
- Look for the times when you feel like a victim, or when you are blaming? Why? What can you choose right now to change that?
- Where are you trying to prove something? (i.e. not being in self-worth and sovereignty) What if you let the proving go?
Look at the QUALITY of your energy. The quality of your energy is about whether or not you even have enough energy to disrupt.
If you’re in a Disruption Cycle you need to have the energy to be able to go through it. If you don’t have enough charge that’s not going to happen. If you’re exhausted or burned out, then you’re not going to be able to have a very productive Disruption Cycle.
Why do we get exhausted and burned out?
It is usually because we give our energy away to things that are not correct for us. We are spending something incorrectly.
That means you’re not being Sovereign within yourself. It is probably a Boundary issue. Notice that if you’re exhausted often in your life – that’s a Boundary issue. You’re giving your energy somewhere to something that it does not belong to.
- Go through the bundle again;
- Are you experiencing frequent waves of exhaustion? Or generalized tiredness? Are there emotional swings that accompany this state? >>> Look for where you are NOT being Sovereign that leaks your energy (like hypervigilance, no boundary, not masterful with Observer mode, etc.)
- Are you feeling unmotivated? Feeling like you’re stuck? – this is a sign you’re using your energy incorrectly. >>> Look for where are you giving too much energy to things that don’t really matter.
- Which areas of your life are you not being aligned to your most authentic Self? It’s like wearing a mask where you are being someone that you think you should be in order to please people or in order to appear a certain way. When you wear a mask, it’s costing you a lot. >>> Look for the areas of your life where you are not being authentic, where you’re spending your energy in the incorrect direction.